Do you think that people should focus on the character of Jesus more? Have you told anyone at the church how you feel? Have you tried going to another church? You could try that and then tell the people at the new church how you feel about the people in the church you came from. How did you get a Traumatic Brain Injury? Satan can not make you do anything you don't want to do. Read the Bible daily, and it will fill you with spiritual power. You will begin finding the spiritual strength to resist the enemy. Listen to praise and worship music on Pandora. If you believe you are under spiritual attack you ought to be able to turn to another Christian for help. Have you told anyone you believe that Satan is constantly attacking you everywhere you go? There ought to be something you can do about this. Find a teaching about spiritual warfare. Maybe you need another Christian to stand with you about this.
ServantForJesus, I am praying for you