tedfuller, I am praying with you for complete healing, in Jesus's name.
The God peace be with you. God still loves you and will always love you even you take diferentes directions, not acording to the plan, because all ways ends God times, and he also forgives you. The solution to your problems was always God, not psychedelics. Pray and question God, and you will realize that God power is perfect our weakness. And Christians, have his protection, and believe the promise, even if, we walk through fire, so we will not get burned, and he who has ears to hear let him hear. amen
Dear tedfuller from Ontario, I am praying for you, for God’s mercy and grace to flood your soul. Father God, he needs Your divine help to pull him up and out of the trauma he’s going through. Show him that he doesn’t need psychedelics to survive. Show him that he needs only You. Touch him, O Lord, in a mighty way. Let him feel Your great power as You take away the desire for drugs. Saturate him with Your strength and love. Clear his head of suicidal thoughts and replace them with Your grace, goodness, and mercy. Thanking You in advance. I humbly lift up this prayer in the mighty name of Jesus I pray. Amen