StephanieUSA, I am praying for you
StephanieUSA, I am lifting you up in prayer. For Holy Loving Father God's Divine Intervention in the situation you have described, may you know His Divine Love for you, for His Healing Presence and Restoration in your life. May His Joy be your strength, and may He Provide you for ALL you have need in your life, including godly loving relationships. In Jesus' Precious Name. Amen.
I’m praying for you that you get some help for this. Maybe some marital counseling if he’ll do it to get another perspective.