LRivera, the rejection is a deep hurt to your mind and body. I know Jesus does not want you to hurt and to put your family in jeopardy but sometimes, well sometimes people just get willful. If you have a church, please go there for solace and understanding and love. Also reach out to your family and friends. Do not suffer alone, get that hurt out into the son-shine. But most of all give everything to Jesus. Ask what he wants you to do and to help give your strength and courage to do it. You may never understand, accept that and give it to Jesus. In His Name
LRivera11, I am praying for you
LRivera11, I am praying for you