BethLauren, I am praying for you. Praying Jesus' precious Name upon your family, dear BethLauren. God is our refuge, no other option but Him.
Dear BethLauren. Please forgive yourself. You are trying to work with a difficult situation in your family. None of us gets it right. You are doing pretty darn well. May God give you and your family His gracious and extravagant peace. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen
BethLauren, I am praying for you