Isaiah 40:31 "But those who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint."
SalmaSalem, I am praying for you
SalmaSalem, The thoughts that you are now unfortunately experiencing are not coming from Jesus. You can be most assured of that. Jesus does not give His beloved children thoughts of returning to spirit from the life that He has gifted and blessed you with. God determines that not man. The adversary, Satan, however, wants to make you feel worthless and enforces that thought with depression to make weak people succumb to his evil doings. Do not listen to him! He is responsible for those thoughts. Jesus Loves You, Salma! Know and understand that, dear one. He knows what you are going through and will not leave you alone but you must also help yourself through this crisis and secure your will to LIVE! Ultimately, it will be only God who can call you home when it is your time. Consider your present life a true blessing from God as Jesus wants for it to be. God bless you always and give you a long life to serve Him the best that you can. Give Him thanks, praise and glory. Amen. ✝️