talmidim, Stay true to your faith in Christ. He is always there for you and would never leave you. But when the going gets tough there are lessons that obviously need to be learned and realized but even then please know that God would not give you more than you are capable of handling. The enemy would like to instill in your thoughts the feeling that you are inadequate and cannot achieve that which you must. Reject him! He is a liar. God tells you differently and good Christians must always listen to God and His immeasurable wisdom, knowledge and omniscience. Pray and give God thanks, praise and glory daily. God bless you and you will pull through if you keep your thoughts on God and His help and mercy always. Amen. ✝️