Manuel1983, I am praying for you despite the difference in the viewpoint around the Middle East, when the life was tough for me I concentrated on the Bible and had the way of taking my life like how you were doing now, things go well regardless of the time duration you have to wait but it does, I have experienced in that, it did. Take care and be sound and steady, your name is remembered by me and the Lord, Jesus and Holy Ghost, Amen;