Annie120269, I am praying for you
Annie120269, I am praying for you to feel the peace of God in your life. He does have a plan for you and it will be good. When my Mom died I thought, "who will pray for me now?" then I found there were so many. No one is like a Mom, but she is in heaven waiting for you and so many good things are waiting for you here on earth - friends, love, just keep praying and peace will come.
Annie120269, I am praying for you. May the Lord give you peace and comfort in your times of loneliness.