Rach210, I am praying for you. Sounds awful but I feel you can handle it. I pray you go to a counselor.
Rach210, I am praying for you and your children. That God will break every chain that is keeping your family from getting united. That He will break the chain of emotional damage your husband causes. I pray that God will work in your marriage and for your husband have a relationship with the Lord. Amen
I lived with my wife and two daughters in Kentucky. We live in a bit of a run down mobile home. We live paycheck to paycheck. Life is a struggle and the bad times seem to out number the good ones. My old car just blew a transmission. We don't have the money to replace it. My neighbor offered to sell me his old car but it will drain us of all of our savings and leave us very vulnerable to further disasters that seem to fall upon us with such regularity. My wife & I are Saved and believe in Jesus