Loving God, I pray for Jason. Let Your love fill his soul enabling him to better know Your will in his life. Send him the strength and confidence to live that out and to feel the goodness of Your grace even in the small details of daily life. We give thanks for his hard work and dedication to recovery, and for the power of his journey as it inspires others. We give thanks for your enduring grace; yesterday, today, and tomorrow. Amen.
jason-m, I am praying for you
I don't know if this will help you or not, but have you ever tried Bach flowers? They can be used for some of the emotional feelings that underlie addiction. One good example might be chestnut bud.