Manishvasave, I am praying for you! Philippians 4:8 encourages believers to focus their thoughts on these things. Amen
Manishvasave, I am praying for you. God has not abandoned you. Addiction can be managed. Please seek a support group to help you do so.
Manishvasave, I am praying for you ,,Just remember God loves you and forgives all your sins...but your addiction is costing you a lot in your life...please ..for God sake and yours seek some help and therapy..and learn to heal and turn form your lifestyle ..you can do this..you need support and be around people ..Godly people to encourage you or just go to group meeting ..you have a lot to offer ,,the devil has you stuck just where he want you so don't let him win..if he wins you loose...Please get help...God bless and I will keep you in my prayers amen