You are never alone. God lives inside of you and all Christians are part of your eternal family. God loves you, so do I and all other Christians. Get in a good church and a good Bible study. They will be your support group.
Matthew 18:19 19 “Again, truly I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything they ask for, it will be done for them by my Father in heaven. I will be praying in agreement with all of your prayers from now on.
sethpeel, I am praying for you