GoldyLocks345, that's very nice to be thankful about your cancer diagnosis. However, it concerns me that you wanted to die and in that manner. Something is wrong. You should talk to your pastor...God wants to help you live the right way and to do the right thing and not be influenced by Satan, who is the enemy of your soul
GoldyLocks345, I am praying for you
GoldyLocks345, I am praying for you. Praise God, from Whom this blessing flows for GoldyLocks.