Dear GodsLittleSoldier, Simply, pray fervently to Father God and Lord Jesus and ask them to heal you through their grace. If it is their will, they will surely heal you. At some point, get to know their character by studying the Word, especially the gospels. Eventually, I believe that you'll want to surrender your heart and life to Lord Jesus, our Savior, when you have a better and deeper understanding of who he is and how he shed his blood on the cross to save us from our sins, died a brutal death, and was resurrected by Father God on the third day. It will be a wise decision to ask Lord Jesus for the precious gift of salvation, when you have faith in him and know him better. Pray each day and develop a personal relationship with Lord Jesus as you would with a dear, trusted friend. Also, avoid the mindset of negotiating with our Holy, Heavenly Father or Lord Jesus. It doesn't work that way. Be humble. Show them love, honor, respect and gratitude at all times. I hope this helps.
GodsLittleSoldier, I am praying for you
GodsLittleSoldier, I am praying for you