Matthew 18:19 19 “Again, truly I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything they ask for, it will be done for them by my Father in heaven. I will be praying in agreement with all of your prayers from now on.
1Paladin1960!, I am praying for you
Don't pray to the Christian god. I don't particularly like having to say this, but the Christian religion is not morally upright. There are other spiritual traditions you can look to in this world to find faith or help you improve your character. I suggest you find some