GoldyLocks345, I am praying for you
You can pray for those people, if you want. But if they are also wrong about what they are doing, then I don't know what to tell you. I can't speak to your personal situation because I don't know the situation. But if you really believe they are unjust, there is nothing wrong with praying for justice or praying against them either. But it sounds like you are already doing that. Anyway, coming back to Christianity. I hate to have to tell you this, but the Christian religion is not a good thing for you to be part of. It has moral inconsistencies in it. And it advocates for evil is some cases. I know you are looking for hope and something good to be part of. There are other spiritual traditions in this world where you could look for that. I think you need to go somewhere else.
GoldyLocks345, I am praying for you