Trust your instincts more than you trust the Christian religion. I used to trust the Christian religion as absolute truth. I depended on it to tell me the difference between right and wrong. I thought it was a war between good and evil. But it's not. There is plenty wrong with the Christian religion. You will find the same evil inside it that you find in the world. That doesn't mean there is not hope. You need to hang on to the instincts you have about good and evil and try to find that somewhere else in the world. I don't know where to tell you to go. But I know this. There must be truth out there somewhere. I just don't think we can find it in the Christian religion. I am telling you to go. Save your own life. Do whatever you can to find truth, but don't look for it in the Christian religion you want. I understand the things that you want. Hope, meaning, answers in life, love. I don't think that these things are wrong. I just don't think they can be found in the Christian religion. Look for them somewhere else. Take the good lessons you learned from the Christian religion and/but leave the religion itself behind. There are many spiritual traditions in this world. I know you are looking for answers about good and evil. Answers about life. And I don't blame you. We all are. But go out into the world and keep seeking the thing you are looking for. Don't be content just to settle for the Christian religion when it obviously isn't the truth. Go look somewhere else. Save your own life. Get out of here, please, I know this is dangerous. You are not wrong about good and evil, like I said. You are a good person for caring about that. Not everybody does. Trust your own instincts. Don't let something tell you what you KNOW to be contrary to the truth. There are things in the Christian religion that are just plain evil. This would not be true, if the Christian religion was really the light and meaning in life that we were searching for. Something has to be wrong. Use your instincts, like I said. Trust yourself. You may not be perfect, but you do know the difference between good and evil. I believe we all do. Trust those instincts and use them to escape. Find love. Find light. Find meaning. Find truth. I believe there is something in this world for you. The Christian religion just isn't it. Don't let it deceive you about that.
God’sgotthis, I am praying for you
May both of you feel the Lord’s comfort and peace