Sarah72, I am praying for you
Probably better for you. When I was in high school I was a spiritual Satanist. It wasnt based on legality or belief in being evil but it was definately confusion. Anyways im glad I found my way back to God after a long time in the new age community. Again we just believed in love and healing the planet amd like hippie stuff. Most of which is okay but again its confusion. And so I come to rely on the scriptures and prayer time with the Lord for my abstinance sake because I took absinance for a wife and took sobriety for God to give me a wife and he answered me in dreams and told me I would find one and he would give me one. This event led me deeper and deeper into my relationship with the Lord. May Lord Yeshua and our Father not allow any harm come to you Sarah bit God keep you safe from any unnecessary influences. You couldnt have changed my mind in high school about anything. I had to come to discovery of my faith alone. But God did it through a lot of trials. May our Father in heaven and Lord Yeshua bless you with the Holy Spirit. Amen.
Sarah72, I am praying for you