Ryle. Keep on requesting for prayer here. So we can pray for you more.
Ryle, I am praying for you
Phil.4 Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable if anything is excellent or praiseworthy think about such things. Eph.5 Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things. You will be in a spiritual war for the rest of your life. God has already won that war for you but you must learn to make the right choices in life. So put on God's armor, bind all evil spirits, pray a hedge around yourself and your family, then pray. You can't lose - God is on your side.