Prayer is your best resource. Answer requests here for others. Talk to the Lord often. Worship often. Use a journal to write to him. And there's bibles to listen to on faithcomesbyhearing.com that are really good. The best one is a KJV audio bible free to download eith music and sound effects. I want you to find healing. And you can recieve healing and guidanve from the Lord the more you focus your love and attention on him. May Lord Yeshua and the Father give you healing and remission from all the abuse you have endured and bring to an end those powers which are responsible for the abuse. They are getting away with it for too long. We need more prayerwarriors and people willing to deny themselves. We need more people willing to break addictions. Do his will. Fight for love. Love mercy. So God the Father and Lord Yeshua can end the cycle of abuse going on in occult circles worldwide and give healing to all of theyre victims. The internet has cracked open the secret abuse going on. People know and have figured it out aboit the occult practices going on. They are dark and they need to be stopped. May Lord Yeshua and God the Father put an end to theyre power for good. I pray for it. And for people around the world to stand up for what's good and just and right. May Lord Yeshua and the Father make it happen. For negativity to stop. For suffering to be relieved where its needed most. And for this people whos heart is waxxed gross towards God to be ignited. Its time for people to pray worship and stand up for what's right and good. For everyone whos suffered mental and physical abuse. May the Lord bring the occult leaders and practices to an end or raise up a standard against them. It will be required. Everything that they have been doing in secret will be brought to light and they will be required to answer for what they have done.