God is with you always, and will comfort and protect you
Iamabeliever64, I am praying for you and with you. May the Lord bless and heal your mind.
Your mind When you got saved you received a new spirit. That spirit is perfect and wants to please God. However your mind is not new, you have the same mind you had when you were a sinner. And so God says your mind has to be transformed by reading the Word of God Rom.12 Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. (with the Word of God). Satan knows that your mind is still the same so he try's to attack your mind. The battle ground here on earth is for the control of your mind. The only weapon satan has is to attack you thru your thoughts. He tries to discourage you by telling you about all of your failures, sins, wrong choices and bad relationships you have had. He wants to take control of you by controlling your mind. He has no power so he uses deception and lies to try to deceive you. God tells you how to fight Satan. God says you should bind all evil spirits out of your mind and put on God's Armor. Then pray a hedge of protection around yourself. God will do the rest. Once you are saved you are God's child and wants you to know who you are in Christ. God says you are His child and you are more than a conqueror. He says you are an ambassador for Christ and you are to fight the evil around you. He also says you can do all things thru Christ and that all things are possible if you believe. So trust God and use His might to strengthen yourself. Here are some scriptures that God says you should do to protect your mind. 2 Corinthians 10 For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ; Watch what you are thinking Prov.23 For as a man thinketh in his heart, so shall he be 1Cor.2 For WHO HAS KNOWN THE MIND OF THE LORD, THAT HE WILL INSTRUCT HIM? But we have the mind of Christ. Phil.4 Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. Eph.5 Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things.