Serge, I am praying for you
All Christians make mistakes. We are still sinners saved by grace and we live in a world full of demons and other sinners who don't know God and sin regularly. I will be praying for you.1 John 1 Here are some scriptures that may help. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Colossians 1 And through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether on earth or in heaven, making peace by the blood of his cross. Romans 8 There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. Romans 3 For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,
Matthew 18:19 19 “Again, truly I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything they ask for, it will be done for them by my Father in heaven. I will be praying in agreement with all of your prayers from now on.