Dear Jacobi91, I pray that you and your wife, Katie, will draw closer to Father God and Lord Jesus through prayers, Scripture reading, worship, and fellowshipping with other Christians. I don't know whether both of you have been saved or born again, because the Holy Spirit would be able to help you with your daily Christian walk and convict you of your sins and so much more. If you and your wife haven't been saved, you might want to talk to a pastor about Lord Jesus's precious gift of salvation and how one can be saved only through Jesus. Also, in the meantime, you can go to gotquestions.org and look up, "What is salvation?" How can I know if I'm saved?" and "What is repentance?" I hope this resource helps you. May all go well. In Jesus's name, I pray.
Jacobi91, I am praying for you
All Christians make mistakes. We are still sinners saved by grace and we live in a world full of demons and other sinners who don't know God and sin regularly. I will be praying for you.1 John 1 Here are some scriptures that may help. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Colossians 1 And through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether on earth or in heaven, making peace by the blood of his cross. Romans 8 There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.