MWBeloved, I am praying for you. You matter. You matter! God loves you. I would miss you if you weren't here on this prayer board. I appreciate you being here. It is hard in this world to feel like you fit in and to meet people. It is hard, but it is not impossible. Waiting is hard. Nothing is impossible with God. Keep asking for prayer here, keep praying for yourself and keep praying for others here. Hang in there.