JohanJattu, I am praying for you and will continue to pray for you. dunphy411 at gm
Lord Yeshuas love. May he guide you. Continue in prayers daily. Listen to audio bibles on YouTube. God will comfort you with the Bible. Lord Yeshua and Father God help you get off pain pills. Find alternative pain medicines. God thank you for working in our lives through painful life altering experiences. So long as we pray for eachother God. And believe in you God. And seek you God. And listen to your word. May Lord Yeshua do it for youb give you ease and rest from fears and pains. Only find comfort in his word. Put your trust in him. Listen to the Bible with audio book versions. Find ones that you like. Join prayer groups on Facebook. Listen to worship. Stay close to Lord Yeshua and your Father.