1Paladin1960!, I am praying for you for all that you've typed out here. God is listening to your request and you are blessed with his love and abundance. Believe it deep down in your soul. When any thoughts come your way that don't align, remember those aren't your thoughts - and stop and pray them away. May all your struggles cease to exist much sooner than later. Blessings and healing energy sent your way from Bermuda.
1Paladin1960!, I am praying for your concerns - they are many. God is with you and watching over you in this time of so many health concerns. He loves that you are concerned for others even now. Kee p on praying. Amen