Lord Yeshua and our Father cares for all his believers and worshippers. I did not know it when I went through many afflictions that God was preparing me for something. That he was helling me stay chaste. That he was motivating me secretly to worship. To put all my chips into worship. To invest my time and energy into prayer. Answering requests daily and giving worship and searching out online devotionals on grow app. Make sure you scroll down far enough to find it. Grow app christian social media. The audio Bible was also a huge help for me. He might never cure us of depression. Anxiety. And physical debilitating but he does lend us and offer us support through hard times so longvas we continue to give him our all in faith prayer and worship everyday with all our might. If you can. Don't force it either. Its good to wait for the Lord. And its very hard also. May God our Father and Lord Yeshua lend you support as you pursue a life long relationship with God. I know I think if I didnt suffer anything at all that I would be drawn away back into my lusts. The world would draw me back with freinds. Parties. Video game addiction. And lust. But because I am weak and suffer many things just like you are I know that I am drawn out from the world completely and am pursuing a life long relationshio with God. If I dudbt suffer many things I know my own sinful heart would say that I dobt need God. I will rely on myself. My own devices. My own resources. Yeah and this is that hard to break I dobt need anyone attitude that I have and its hard for me to realize deep down that it can never be that way again. I have to pray and rely on God for the rest of my whole life. He is bigger and greater abd powerful and there are too many dark powers of this world. With too many ways to bring you down. Hurt you. Cripple you. And savatofe your life. Theres no way to live without Christ in a world that is secretly and sometimes openly dominated by corruption. May Lord Yeshua and Father Gid love and bless K Ranney. Thank you Father God. Lord Yeshuas name amen.
KRanney, I am praying for you..Peace🙏.