If you have given your life to Christ and ask Jesus into your heart, he is the only one you should be thinking of and looking to for help. I truly do not understand what you’re talking about. Makes no sense.If you have not invited Christ into your heart, you are not a child of God. So I pray you ask Jesus Christ into your heart that you may be born again into the family of God. I pray you may truly know the salvation of God because it definitely sounds like you need it. God bless Carol from Canada.
Father please hear this person's prayers and take care of them and their loved ones. IJCNIP Amen.
newtochristianity, I am praying for you