Prayer scriptures and worship will help you with peace and comfort. The life of a christian isn't easy. But we have some comfort if we worship and pray and do all his will. To resist urges for pleasure. To pray. Listen or read Bible. And participate in charity if you can. Idk what all protocol you use to help you go to the bathroom but I would definitely try using disposable enemas with regular water in them, empty then out and put regular water in them. Help you go. May Lord Yeshua and Father God watch over you gor all your fear and pain and issues with your body to find peace in the Lord. Health problems are by no means fun and are the cause of a significant amount of misery and anxiety for me too. I have CFS and it turns into POTS sometimes.
KRanney, Praise G♥️D! I am praying for you & with you 🙏🏼 in JESUS' H♥️LY name Amen.
KRanney, I am praying for you