HazelA, I am praying for you
Dear HazelA, I pray that Father God and Lord Jesus will give you the strength to obey their commandments in the Word. As Jesus said in John 14:15, "If you love me, you will keep my commands." Obey Father God and Lord Jesus out of love. Also, the Holy Spirit can help you with more self-control, which is one of the fruits of the Holy Spirit. You might want to go to gotquestions.org and look up the article, "The Fruit of the Holy Spirit, What is self-control?" Another suggestion is to read the article on gotquestions.org, "What does the Bible say about obedience?" I hope this information helps you. May all go well. In Jesus's name, I pray.
HazelA, I am praying for you