GoldyLocks345, I am praying for you -I am praying for you that you will be delivered from the people that are hurting you and from those who try to tell you their view of your actions. Many brothers and sisters are like Job's friends and quick to say You must have done something, but Job found out that even when he was very good, he still went through very tough times. In the end, he was rewarded and his critics were proven wrong. May you have some honest friends who will be there for you without making up reasons that bad things happen. Sometimes, often, we just cant conect simple dots - May God strenghten your heart and give you peace.
Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. —Romans 12:12
GoldyLocks345, I am praying for you