Deannahawkins57, I am praying for you
May the Lord God of heaven consider your requests and be with you to guide you into the strong men and woman of faith your meant to be standing in the gap for weak believers like me.
The Lord he knows our struggles. And he has brought us here today on this tiny online church to give time and thought to the Lord. To acknowledge him. Pray. And even worship God. By taking time of putting him first. And putting other things aside. For every person his unique developmental plan and will. Some to the advanced sobriety and chastity daily prayer and study and others to glorify and worship him in a more laxed way. Some even naturally. Which I am not able to do. But it required me to shift my focus towards faith to get away from the pop culture and media and politics of the time. Which have snagged me. And I admit to the addiction I was happy and comfortable with my pop culture favorite culture habits. And social media freinds. But struggled with much disease for my chastity sake. And so for my chastity sake I turned in to the Lord more and more that I might belong to him and be part of his plan for me. To abstain and pray and practice my faith and to recieve a wife from the Lord some day. In the years to come. Maybe not when im young and still unlearned. Maybe when I have a few more years experience with faith prayer and escaping youthful lusts.