hsmtejas, I am praying for you
Praying for you and your son John. I have had to ask GOd for wisdom in systems that were hard to understand and I was afraid, until I realized that GOD invented the system I was supporting. And if God knows it, God can help us understand it, I know God will give wisdom if we ask it and He is a cheerful giver.
Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. —Romans 12:12