GoldyLocks345, I am praying for you from Bermuda that you can let the higher power into your spirit so you can let go of your sinning. I pray you find something so much more enjoyable that you laugh at the idea of sinning since it'll take you away from your newfound hobby or experience. God is with you at every step of the way. Call out to him and pray morning and night and through out the day even if short. I wish you the best from Bermuda.