Matt123, you are not a bad person. You have an addiction. This does not excuse the behavior. Recognize that you are powerless over it and turn it over to God, your higher power. Reach out to Sex Addicts Anonymous and learn to work the 12 steps to sexual sobriety. You are in my prayers.
Father, we pray for Matt to be delivered from pornography and to never cheat on his wife by looking at it again. We pray for peace and renewed love for his wife and a godly marriage. AMEN!
Matt123, I am praying for you