Ssss1, I am praying for you. There is a way you can know for sure that you are going to heaven. According to the NIV bible in the book of John Chapter 6 verse 7 God says that all you have to do is believe upon him and you will have eternal life. This means that when you die you go to spend eternity in heaven with Jesus Christ. That is the assurance we have as Christians.
Ssss1, I am praying for you and pray that you will feel God's presence beside you every step of the way :) God bless you!
Ssss1, I am praying for you