Matthewrhodes, I am praying for you, I know this is a sight dedicated for prayer for others . I want to share with you some great help for you . Please listen to Dr Charles Stanley. His ministry is called In Touch . They are from his entire career from the early 80’s until his death in the 2000’s. And read your Bible as you listen to his Sermons. I promise this will change your life ! 🙏
Matthewrhodes, I am praying for you