Matthewrhodes, I am praying for you
Dear Matthewrhodes, I pray fervently that Father God and Lord Jesus will heal you emotionally soon. Matthew, I also encourage you to develop a personal, trusting relationship with Lord Jesus as you would with a loving, dear, trusted friend. Matthew, talk to Jesus each day throughout the day. He surely welcomes our fellowship. You also might want to listen to the hymn, "Just a little talk with Jesus," on Youtube. I pray that you will be blessed soon with a good Christian friend who will listen to your concerns and comfort you. Consider talking to a Christ-centered pastor at a local church. If you don't belong to a Christ-centered church, I pray that Father God, Lord Jesus, and the Holy Spirit will lead you to the right one. May all go well for you. In Jesus's name, I pray.
Matthewrhodes, I am praying for you my brother in Christ. I pray that you either find a good Christian church or immerse yourself in the one you attend. Join a mens prayer group, speak to your Priest/Pastor, volunteer at church activities. God will connect you with loving people.