Some of you may be saying, “Paul who?” I was vague, but I’m referring to the Apostle Paul. Now some of you are possibly joining those who are saying, “When did you get so smart? Of course the Apostle Paul believed.” But here me out. I’m talking about one incident in his life when he chose to believe over fearsome evidence.
Saul believed the words of Moses. He showed unparalleled zeal in defending God’s word to Israel as taught him by the Scribes and Pharisees. He excelled above all others in persecuting the church. He believed again when he encountered the risen Jesus on the road to Damascus. He learned and taught the buried, forgotten truths in God’s word concerning Christ.
Paul also believed when God told him that he would go to Rome and proclaim the gospel. His belief was tested and proved firm on the island of Malta. Having survived a shipwreck, Paul then was bitten by a most deadly viper when it came out of the firewood he had gathered.
When the island natives saw the snake, they concluded Paul must be a very evil man who could not escape justice. When the shipwreck couldn’t kill him, the snake made sure he wouldn’t escape. They reversed their opinion of Paul when he didn’t fall down in seconds and didn’t swell up in minutes. They called him a god.
For Paul, he had a word from the Lord. He knew nothing could hinder its accomplishment. The deadly snakebite was of no more significance to him than a fly landing on his hand. He shook the snake off into the flames where it died instead of him. Paul chose to believe and his vision and purpose lived.
I’ve struggled the past week with doubts and rejection. I sat in front of a blank screen willing words to come out of me and onto the page. I pulled up old drafts to edit and closed them when I felt they were beyond help. My vision and purpose seemed as dry as last years’ cornstalks. Then I read about Paul on Malta. These words — this blog — is the result of choosing to believe.
Paul has a word for us when fears of rejection, lack of direction, doubts and any other obstacles arise to hinder us. He said that Jesus began a good work in us, and he is able to complete it. Even when faced with crushing evidence like what Paul experienced at Malta, I will tell myself, “Choose to believe.” Then I will see what God will do.
"Many of us are used to the idea that we might speak to God or to Jesus. Maybe at times it feels like shouting into the darkness or whatnot, but it’s not hard to do—at least as an imaginative exercise. What’s harder—even imaginatively—is to try to hear Jesus speaking to us. Are we just making things up? Are we just using Jesus as a puppet to say whatever we want to hear?" READ MORE